The first half wasnt so great,& all I'm going to say is people accusing me of things I'd never do is dumb. Some people need to grow up
but tonight I went to the pageant.
Hayden has some pretty girls!:)
Then afterwards Cameron,Billy,Kristin,& I went to Taco Bell.
It took an hour,and everyone was complaining,but after everyone was gone they started talking to me & Cameron and offered us jobs and gave us free apple empanadas lol.
They told us more people should be like us.
Just goes to show kindness & patience always pays off:)
See kristin,DONT BE SO PICKY ABOUT YOUR TOMATOES!:)
Oh no,guess what!
Aladdin may have gotten passed on my favorite movies list.
I'm just so in love with the Titanic right now.
It's honestly amazing.
I usually don't like mushy movies,but this one's the best.
Could you imagine being on that boat?
Fighting for your life,rushing to get on a life boat or even having to say goodbye to somebody you loved cause there wasn't room for them on the lifeboat?
I cried really hard. lol
It's suppose to be snowing,but it's 40.8 degrees outside....
I saw Mikey & Nick Friday night!
It was the best:)
those are my boys!
I get to stay with them next year for a whole weekend when their parents go to Las Vegas.
Im excited!
Well Im going to watch the Titanic.
& I was just kidding Aladdin will always be my favorite movie:)
It's all just a bit to much and so I Step outside for just a moment.
For just a moment.
I stare out a dirty window pane And listen to the rain Pours down and it covers Everything.
And masks the noise from all the
Medical machineryn I am left with the sound of your labor breathing.
(Chorus)
But you are close to going home now.
Your father welcomes you with Open arms.
A room has been prepared
And so you don't have to be scared
As you leave behind the struggles Of this world.
The next day came with no improvments
Leaving you to explain These things take time.
These things take time.You told me you were ready andYou weren't afraid to die.
He is always watching over you and I
seriously,wow.
That guy is amazing.
Like woah.
I don' even know what to say about him.
We may get out of school a little early today.
mayyybe.
We've been working on our stupid "newspapers" in Mrs. Cox.
Nobody wants their picture taken.
I GET TO SEE MIKEY & NICK TODAY!
You have no idea how freaking excited I am.
I talked to Mikey on the phone last night(hes 2)
and it made me cry. He's grown up so much.
He was like,"I wuv yew!" ahhh! & I think I'm going to see Fired Up! with Mara tonight,if it's not storming too bad.
Pagent tommorrow,good luck girls.
I actually did my Geometry homework dudes,like on my own!
aha,kidney stones.
So last night my mom said she doesn't think I'm ever going to get another boyfriend,lol.
She said I'd been ruined.
That I either get tired of them or they're obsessive.
That's not true though,Ive always been selective about the guys I date.
I told her that and she said,but now youre 20 times worse.
so I told her if there is anything I've learned this year is not to put up with crap,lol.
I want somebody who will make me happy.
I know how its suppose to feel,so why should I settle for anything less?
I'm just in highschool I'm not going to find my rest of forever here,highschool should be about me having fun with the amazing people God has blessed me with that I like to call friends.
I haven't had as much fun as I've had this year in the past 3 combined.
I thank Christine,Emily,Kristin,Mara,Garrett,Whitney,Mariah,& my family for that.
I feel like I've grown up so much since last year. I know what I want out of life and I have learned that some things should be more about me,so this year is about making me happy.
Dig it?
I'm just not one of those girls who can like or "love" just anybody.
I am picky.
People get on my nerves.
I don't like the usual things like "baby" and "beautiful"
I like the real thing,not the whole highschool "i love you,i hate you."
It's fine if you're into that,but I think its all just nobody want's to be alone,
and for right now I'm okay with being alone.
I think everybody has to realize at some point what real love is and what isn't.
I'm not saying I have it all figured out,but I feel like I have a pretty good idea.
I just feel like if it's suppose to be I'll feel that way,& I haven't felt anything special yet;)
lyrics: I'm sorry for the nights I let you down Now all that's left to see is that I turned around Back to the boy you fell in love with Not this prick that brings you down remind your mom to call me I still care cause her approval ment the world and i will not dare to disagree With the life you arrange Just remember only god knows if I change I'll sing along to every song I type a lie for the ride cause it would have,I would write there to through the good times the bad ones too I'm here for you cause it might change you're the one who keeps me asleep on the nights where I can care less if I ever woke up again
Christropher Drew is againamazing
oh & this song makes my heart beat too:
I will forget you by Rediscover
I used to be so warm hearted until (until when?)
she started freezing my bloodthat girl had intent to kill
but she is not cold enough
I used to have so many more friends (when?)til she started scaring all of them
now that shes my ex
i dont ever wanna see her again
(chorus)
girl i will forget you
like i always do
girl ill find someone newwho looks nothing like you
girl i will forget you like you never wanted me to
girl ill find someone new
who reminds me nothing of you
I used to have so many more friends til (WHAT?)she started scaring them to death (Ah no!)now that shes my ex
guys, i wanna be friends again
I used to have so many more friends
she started scaring them to death
i want my friends back
I used to have so many more friends
but now im taking them back back back
(chorus)
girl i will forget youlike i always do
girl ill find someone new
who looks nothing like you
girl i will forget you like you never wanted me to
girl ill find someone newwho reminds me nothing of you
Girl, when you hear me on your radio tell them, He wrote this for me, Ex-boyfriend of my stereo, no that boy went crazy
oh
and girl you better hope my new girlfriend never finds out what you did
Um I wanted you to know, that, uh
(chorus)girl i will forget you
like i always do
girl ill find someone new
who looks nothing like youwhen my new girlfriend finds out what you said
youre gonna be f****** dead
girl ill find someone newwho reminds me nothing of you
Girl, when you hear me on your radio tell them, He wrote this for me, Ex-boyfriend of my stereo, no that boy went crazy
oh
and girl you better hope my new girlfriend never finds out what you did
Girl you better hope my new girlfriend never finds out what you did
I am so excited because tomorrow I get to see my boys,Mikey & Nick!
I haven't seen them in about a month.
Mikey is going to be all grown up!:(
Okay,so let's talk about congress.
Did you know that if I had a billion dollars I could spend a million dollars a day and not run out of money for 2,000 years?
Well our country is going broke and congress gave away a million dollars to 700 people.
Honestly,why do politics have to be such idiots? Thanks congress,way to contribute to the crappy economy!
I'm not exactly the smartest person,but I do have common sense,and it just doesn't seem right to me.
Oh well.
31 days till Spring Break!
pumped?yeah,me too!
I'm not sure what I'm suppose to be doing in here,so you get to read my random ranblings.
SUMMER COME ON!
I am ready to swim,to hit the beach,to eat snowcones.
If you're reading this let's make this summer great okay?
I couldn't go to church last night,well of course I could,but I didn't cause I had to do a freaking geometry project that looks awful. I was in a terrible mood last night.
So I'm in computer,and Mr.Hill's the sub and I think he thinks that I was looking up porn. lolSomebody left me a new picture comment and It was on my "swimminginfebruary." album & it didn't work right since I'm on Ninjacloak & it was just really big on the screen & he said," I know some of you are looking at girls sites & I'm fixing to block you."
So yeah,he probably thinks I'm a perve now. Hes a preacher too. He spoke at my grandads funeral. lol. Grrrrreat.
Note to self:The perfect measure-Take my Hand.
Ah,Christropher Drew is amazing(NeverShoutNever! guy)
Oh by the by did you know yesterday was National Pancake Day? Yeah happy late National Pancake Day! I actualluy went and ate pancakes at Whitney's church last night. I guess I cheated on Hayden First Baptist. Eh. It was fun:) I've always loved that church. Ihop was giving away free pancakes,my cousin and his girlfriend went and got some.
note to self;Daniel the Photographer- We can Change the World.The Never Forgotten Summer-A sunset Diary
I have to dance & conjugate Spanish verbs today for a video....
Joy!
So, I've been tanning right? Well, my tummy is black,but only cause it tans easy. You should see my mom's stomach. Woah that's a weird sentence,but you know what I mean,her's tans easy too.
Chris Lowery sits next to me in here,& I swear he is so annoying. He never shuts up & he's always tapping my freaking shoulder.
Hi, Im in computer right now. I didn't make track,but thats okay cause I'm slow and I didn't exactly want to try out in the first place,I am a little dissapointed,but I'll live.
We had the homosexual writing assessment test today.
Shoot me. I wrote about my sister's wedding.
The prompt was,"write about a time when the focus was all on you or someone you know."
It was dumb. At least it was a narrative though.
Were watching some lame history movie next period and I am not looking forward to it,at all.
Today I jumped off a high dive,saw a super taco,and baked a cake.
It was fun. It was at my soon to be 5 year old cousin Carters birthday party. It was a pool party at Jeff State,& yes it was indoors. It was pretty fun. Tomorrow we have missions lunch ,& im still trying to decide whether I want to go or not,I'm so lazy. It makes me disappointed in myself.
The cake looks nasty though.
Final days of Goody guys,I'm sad.
Whitney made me try out for track,& I did awful lol,but I didn't quit tryouts this time like 7th grade.I got to run again Monday,lol why am I bothering? I actually want to make it though,I love running.I'm just slow.
I actually have leg muscles now!I've lost 6 pounds too. Its good stuff.
so they're questioning Jesus' birthdate now,its stupid. Why?
As SNL put it,"so kids Christmas is cancelled this year & again you can thank science."
Anyway,I'm tired from swimming so much today so goodnight.
I love Fred.He cracks me up. & those closest to me know why the whole morbidly obese things is so funny:) Fatty ah aha.
That was mean of me I shouldn't say that.
Today is super boring,and retarded. I've got to take a test for Coach Miller,so hold that thought & enjoy the music please.
Done,I guessed on them.I did better than I thought I would.
Yesterday turned out to be a rough day. Seriously,there is nothing special about me,why do people get so obsessed with me?! Its annoying,I quit dating. I have bad taste. I just don't see why people who are adults act younger than a 16 year old in high school....... My feelings were hurt,and I'm more than disappointed in the people who hurt them,you two especially should be the people I go to for comfort when girls MY age say mean things about me,you two shouldn't be the ones saying them.That's why I don't tell either of you things. You can't act your age,or be a good example for me. Instead of being sorry,you get defensive, you are on the wrong side here,and that kills me. I don't blame just you though,I blame the male idiot who can't act his age too. but back too the two who hurt me the most,was it worth it? talking to a guy you barely know about me? You've known me forever,when I shut you out,remember how you acted,that's why.
Let's move on,cause now I'm sad. Somebody wrote me a song today!:) Wanna hear it?
THE BAND AID SONG: "where are my guts when I need em' most? A bee stung my arm,I'm white as a ghost I scraped up my knee;I'm such a klutz and nothing hurts more than paper cuts But band aids always fix them all.
I played with your thresher down on the farm It caught on my sleeve and it tore of my arm You told me your gators didn't bite But oops they chewed my kneecaps off
Do you have a band-aid? Its just what I need to patch up these spots Where my bullet holes bleed and one for each cheek I caught on barbed wire and third-degree burns from my hair catching fire. I need a band-aid,I'm sure it will heal My leg got crusged by your automobile I caught a grenade;I need a band aid.
The trick is to clench your teeth and grin I might need a couple of *as*-pirin and maybe rubbing alcohol......
D'ya have a band aid to put on this scratch? I sat on a mine,and my butt came detached My parachute broke,I crashed on my back My liver popped out,and I can't put it back I need a band-aid to stick to this place where hammerhead sharks came and bit off my face, I need a band-aid (ooh....)
Sometimes your faced with life's little scrapes or a little dermal injury when I get boo boos I smile and sing I'm stuck on band-aids,cause you see they're stuck on me (yeah...)
So where are my guts when I need them the most? (oh where'd they go?) They all got poked out;I'm impaled on a post
Do you have a band-aid? The anti-germ kind? to stick on these limbs that I'm leaving behind I might need one more I just realized those alien squids sucked out my eyes. I need a band-aid to unbreak my spine my head just fell off. One more time but ill be okay; You have a band-aid.
music and lyrics by;Dakota Bibb.
he wrote me that,its much better when he sings it. They took 8 minutes to copy down. It's worth it though. I think this blog's long enough.
I'm having a pretty great day. This week there's not alot of work because of the playoffs,which is sad cause we didn't win but the girls played really well. I swear there was something I wanted to write about......
Oh well, I hope everyone is is going to Anomoly (anomoly09.com) it is going to be amazing and the more people the better,its 35 dollars and you can pay tomorrow outside the lunchroom if you want. The deadline is Sunday.
Which reminds me I have to bake a cake!I'm gonna win. Actually,thats doubtful.
Well,Im craving some Mitchell davis right now,so chill out:)
I'm trying to think of something meanigful to say,but the only thing on my mind really is all the stuff going on lately.
it's in everyone else's blogs,and I'm glad I'm not apart of it. It's just gotten way out of hand,and I wish it would chill out. Some of it embarasses me. I liked it better when we all got along.
None of my buisness though:) & I'm content.
I've been running lately,and I love it. I think I may be addicted to running,is that possible?
I've got to go dress shopping tomorrow,for bridesmaids dresses,and prom dresses. I'm killing two birds with one stone i guess.
By the way,I'm in love.
with who?
Mitchell Davis. look him up on youtube(LivelavaLive) he's wonderful,I kid you not.
So,I've got something really good going on in life right now,but I can't really talk about it,but I swear it's great.
So, last night somehting amazing happened. hayden and playoffs were used in the same sentence:)
I' so proud of the girls from the basketball team.good job! Especially,Anna and Madison:) Being in the crowd was so fun. We about broke the bleachers jumping. It was amazing.
Next week we go to Jacksonville,and I'm def. going.
Tonight I'm going to Cleveland's game with Kristin. pretty excited. I'm absoultely in love with Nevershoutnever!
Everytime I come on here,I can't think of anything to say.
Today was one of those good days,so I think it deserves two blogs since the other one was basically pointless. I am illegally dowloading music right now:) but that's besides the point.
I've started running at the track,and today Kristin came and ran with me. I think she's more of a distraction though. haha. I always do this,I was thinking about all this good stuff I had to blog about and now Im here at my keyboard,and I'm completely blanked out. Rawr. Actually, I cant really think of why today was so great,but Im postive it was. I guess it's cause I fell in love today.
Yeah,I did. With Mitchell Davis. Seriously,if you havent seen his youtube check him out. He makes me smile. I also found a billion new great bands, and alot of great people were involved in my day,and church is always fun. I can go in there in the worst mood and come out smiling.
Oh no!no i remember why today was so great,One of my closest friends went to church today,it's a bigger deal then it sounds,but I'm not going to put details about it on here. I just have been encouraging him alot lately and he's thinking about becoming a Chistian.
It's amazing.
There's been alot of drama circling around the class of 2011 lately,and it's so irritating. People can act so immaure. I just have that whole handle it the nicest way you can attitude about things and I wish other people saw it that way too. I'm just glad I'm not a part of it. I just wish people could be like,I dont like you I just wont talk to you. It works people.
Oh and Savanna Snider almost died today!not really,but it scared me. I didnt know what to do. Everyone was yelling at me. I'm gla dyour okay Savanna!:) Ily!
Well,I have a reason to smile right now,and Im gonna go text that reason back!
Anyways,it's been awhile,and I'm in computer lab,or Cooking class whatever you wanna call it. I'm talking with Matt and Christine about getting our lips pierced. Good stuff.
I almost met Family Force Five,but we won't get into that....
Jason Durant is evil.
another note to self;The summer set,cross your fingers.
I got an autograph though.
another note; D*** Girl by AAR.
bet your wondering why i keep writing myself notes xP
Life is going pretty great right now.I don't have any complaints:)
So how amazing is the whole Friday the thirteenth movie? Im pretty excited. As long as it's not like Halloween. which was gay,gay,gay,gay.
note to self;Sing It Loud by Noone can touch us & bite your lip
I got Christine back:) yay.
not to self;Sway Your head-We shot the moon.
She left.
not to self;mercy mercedes.
mom is gonna kill me cause im about to spend alot of money on itunes.
Note to self;Camera Can't Lie-losing you.
Somebody buy me headphones that look like bananas so i can stick bananas in my ears.
note to self;Nice Gutys Finish First-If it wasnt for the distance
hey, i'm Christine. Jamie lookslike she has mad cow disease.
Fag.Least I dont have part of my forhead cut off.
!! dont call my grandma bald! you unicorn. your gonna get fatt off popcorn!]
Get off my blog you weenie.
note to self;Scenes from a movie,heads or Tails. We are the Ocean-Nothing good has happened yet. You me at Six-Save it for the Bedroom.
