"hey it's me, your new crush."

The air is getting colder

Means my brother gets older

And Winter break is over

So this Christmas don't surprise me Because holidays remind me of losing friends to Miami

I'm done listening to songs of Christmas

I'm not giving in because I just don't get it.

And on that silent night we had a violent fight.

I'm not giving in to this Christmas

We wake up early morning

The Christmas tree is shining

The ornaments are blinding

Movies on television I can tell they make you miss him

If your dad can't come home for Christmas

We can share mine I promise

I'm done listening to songs of Christmas

I'm not giving in because I just don't get it.

She said the thing holy are the walls around me

I'm not giving in to this Christmas

Oh I can't wait for the New Year

I can start over and I'll be with my friends

Oh I can't wait for the New Year I feel happy just to be let down again

Tis the nightmare before Christmas

And it's too late to fix this

I didn't buy a single present

So I'm filing an extension.

I'm done listening to songs of Christmas

I'm not giving in because I just don't get it.

The only thing I want this year, is to get the hell out of here

I'm not giving in to this Christmas

Oh I can't wait for the New Year I can start over

and I'll be with my friends

Oh I can't wait for the New Year I feel happy just to be let down again

Oh I can't wait for the New Year I can start over

and I'll be with my friends

Oh I can't wait for the New Year I feel happy just to be let down again

Oh I can't wait for the New Year I can start over

and I'll be with my friends

Oh I can't wait for the New Year I feel happy just to be let down again

that's a pretty good song.

I can't listen to it though until Wednesday.

This weekend was good.

I stayed home.

I didn't want to go anywhere.

My parents went to church!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that's the first time my dad has gone to church in Fourty years.

I cant even begin to tell you how much it meant to me.

I went through a car wash yesterday and it was scary.

I almost broke it.

The back up slowly light would NOT go off.

I almost just left,

but I figured jesus wouldn't like that.

Eventually it started working,but when youre in there and the thing starts beating on your car;

It feels like 50 people are outside your car about to mug you.

I think I may start going to that place in Warrior where they wash it for you.

Cause the automatic one is terrifying and I am to uncordinated to get in there right.

It was an adventure.

A five dollar adventure.

And I hit a puddle on the way home.

RAWR!

I got drunk dialed seven times this weekend.

Drinking's dumb don't do it.

You silly gooses.

Or Silly geese,whatever.

love,

Jamie.

Is everything okay?

I know it's getting late

I'm working on the record

Like every effin day

I told the whole band that it's gonna take as long

As it g****** takes

If the CD's selling goodYvonne, I think it should

We'll get a big house

In Hollywood

And I'll love you more

Than your dad ever could.

And when I kiss you on the lips

You know that I mean it

When I get your name tattooed to my neck

You better never forget

So dance with me, and never let me go

And I will always let you know

Girl, be always loving meA

nd I'll always be your G

I know that times are tough

And money ain't enough

You said you need more

Of my loveWell Yvonne, help me get off these drugs

And when I kiss you on the lips

You know that I mean it

And when I get your name tattooed to my neck

You better come back

When I kiss you on the lips

You know that I mean it

When I get your name tattooed to my neck

You better never forget

So dance with me, and never let me go

And I will always let you know

Girl, be always loving me

And I'll always be your G

If you find my body buried below our home,

Know that I was always sicker than you

Had ever known

If you find my body sitting alone in my studio,Just know you were the reason for every song I wrote

If you find my body buried below our home...And when I kiss you on the lips

You know that I mean itWhen I get your name tattooed to my neckYou better never forgetYou know that I mean it

When I get your name tattooed to my neck

You better never forgetS

o dance with me, and never let me go

And I will always let you know

Girl, be always loving meAnd I will always be your G

And I'll always be

And I'll always be

I'll always be your G

I'll always be your G

And I'll always beAnd I'll always be

Always be your G

Always be your G

I hope you know I'm sorry

When you get this, will you call me?

And tell me that you love me

Just tell me, tell me!

I hope you know I'm sorry

When you get this, Yvonne, call me

And tell me that you love me

Just tell me that you love

I hope you know I'm sorry

When you get this, will you call me?

And tell me that you love me

Just tell me, tell me!

I hope you know I'm sorry

When you get this, Yvonne, call me

Tell me that you love me

Just tell me that you love me

That songs just weird. Sorry.

"oh,a rapist."

I really don't have alot to say today.
Not that you care.

I did just finish my last day of graduation exams.
Hopefully ever.
I'm mostly worried about the Biology exams.
I'm not good when it comes to Biology.

How sad is it that we are taking graduation exams!?
we only have 4 and a half semesters left till we graduate.
I can't imagine life without school.
It's all that I have ever known,ya know?


Were watching this movie in 6th called Speak.
I'm in love with it.
I love weird movies and books like that.
I'm reading it right now.


The thing is though stories like that put me in a weird mood.
I can't explain it.
I guess it just puts things in perspective.


I am going to the movies with Mariah,Emily & maybe Garrett & Derek.


Fun stuff:)



love,
Jamie

"oh youre in this room?Prepare for 90 minutes guys."

Lets talk about Anomaly.

It was such a powerful weekend it deserves it's own blog.

We talked about;hypocrites,gossip,what kind of light we put off,not holding non believers accountable & so much more.

I learned so much,but the thing that really got to me was gossip.

it is so hard not to gossip.

Its apart of an everday routine,well for me atleast,but the thing is I am not a gossiper.

I hate rumors and drama I try to exclude myself from it as much as possible,but yet I am guilty of gossip. I don't think I have ever met anyone who wasn't.

Even the smallest thing is gossip.

Taming our tounges is harder then I ever imagined it would be.

I think that's something everybody at Hayden High School needs to work on.

I mean who are we to judge?

When we judge others we are taking the judgement as our own,and we are being judged by God for our actions.

I can't remember where it was in the Bible,but when I read it I was just like,"Woah;guilty as charged."

I'm trying to be a better person.

This year is the closest I have ever been with God.

To be honest for the first time in my life I have found God.

I grew up and when my friends would talk about parts of the bible I'd pretend I knew what they were talking about and even though I was baptized when I was 13 I fell from the commitments that I made.

I don't want to fail God again.

I know I am a sinner but I need to start holding myself more responsible for my actions.

It shouldn't be okay anymore when the occasional cussword comes out.

I want people to see me like they see Anna and Whitney.

If they cuss it's a huge deal becase people know how strong they are in their faith.

I am so happy that I have friends who are also making this commitment and struggling with the things I am struggling with.

Together we can support one another.

I want to continue to grow in Christ and to become closer and to "Finish the Fight" that has been started.

I want to bring others into Christ by being an example of his word.

No not want,I will.

It makes me so happy that everywhere I look people are bringing their bibles to school,not even just bringing but opening them up.

Friends are sitting their reading them together.

Jason is right,God is on the verge of doing something at Hayden Highschool.

I am so excited too.

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I've made a new blog about God and I'd love it if you followed that blog,even if you don't follow this one just to show support for the "Revolution" or "Uprising" at Hayden Highschool.

You don't have to,but just a suggestion.

http://theuprising-startarevolution.blogspot.com/

love,

Jamie.

(I love this song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n-8SYA6rfbs)

"I went to chris manning's house & never left..."

One word:

Graduation exams.

Shoot me?

Words cannot describe how amazing Anomaly was!

We had an aweosme leader Church Lady from Rick & Bubba(Jenna Maners)

We called Chuck Norris,no lie.

Plus so many people got closer to God.

Including myself.

I woke up very late today and I look awful.

Anyways.

Youtube:)

love,

Jamie

ASCCA!

"you took my dancing virginity"

"When I'm dancing at my wedding,you better believe you weren't ever that important." "all of your imperfection i used to love,know only make me want to punch you in the face."

I do believe this week was amazing.

I finished the newspaper last night,and it's pretty good.I guess.

Church was amazing Wednesday.

I love HFB.

So,my friend is learning Petal for Petal for me!:)

I love that kid!

Hes awesome!

That is like my favorite song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w-cFzCXAuhc

Guess what!

You just lost the game:)

But besides that,ANOMOLY TONIGHT!

I am so excited!

The gym looks awesome!

Theres a stage.

The only thing is I hate staying away from my house,I just love my room lol.

It'll be fun though.

I have a orange sleeping bag.

I get to sleep in it!

:)

"you know, I thought he was something special,but now that I've met you

I realize he was nothing compared to you."

hi-thats from Ethan Johnson.

Stanky Leg!

"I bet you think you're something. I bet you think I miss you. I bet you think I still care.

I bet you're the only one who thinks that.

Cause I know you're nothing & I know that I don't miss you & I certainly don't care at all.

You're an empty year of my life,that I hardly remember,

& I will never get back.

You're just another awkward conversation.

You're just another person in the hall.

You're just the boy with all the lies.

& i'm just the girl who fell for them all."

"be safe while having phone sex at the risk of hearing aids."

-ethan johnson again:)

Were looking up sweet tattoos!

How awesome is this tattoo!?

If I were a guy,I'd get it.

I cannot wait for toinight only 8 hours and 47 minutes!:)

"hes everything."

love,

jamie!

"Sit there anyway"

I'm eating macoroni in the computer lab.

yeah,random.

"Better than eating macoroni and skipping"

Kristin is looking up pictures of toilets.

She's weird.

Chase Coy is making me want to fall in love right now.

Anyway,Mitchell D time:)

"i used to be so warmhearted,until she started freezing my blood,that girl had intent to kill"

"When I'm lying in bed at night,know that you are the furthest thing from my mind."











"We laugh,we share jokes,we cry,we defend,we'll be bestfriends until the end."



"I'm sure you've told her every lie you told me."

I'm in computer right now.

I could hit Chris Lowery,I swear.

He never shuts up!

Like I'm about to hit him.

ugh.

His voice makes me want to throw this computer across the room.

I know thats mean,but I'm just being honest.

Ugh,he's talking again.

I gotta go stab somebody.

love,

Jamie

Graduation exams soon!

Im only nervous about Biology and Algebra,cause I'm not good at those & I'm not sure if I passed my Biology exam last semester.

Anomoly is in three days!

woo!

I got a sleeping bag yesterday:)

I'm actually not that excited,but I'm sure it will be fun.

love,
J



"I saw you yesterday,and I know we never expected this,but I felt nothing. No jealousy,no hate,no anger,no love,I didn't feel anyhing at all. I wasn't shocked. That's what you've became to me. Nothing."

"Who did that?somebody sneezed?I didn't hear anything?"

I don't like the new YouTube thing,it won't let me copy codes right.

Anyways SNOW! do you see it?! I played in it.

I just made the most amazing play list on my myspace ever,and if you start stealing my bands,I will talk bad about you behind your back and throw stuff at you at lunch,lol

You think I'm kidding.

I'm too lazy to hide my play list.

But for real I will kill you.

Like full out ninja style.

Don't' even think about it. Like if you're going to be tempted just put your computer on mute when you go to my page.

I really do take this stuff seriously.

I have alot of orginal bands/music & if you ask I'll share,but no stealing.

I like being the only one knowing songs:)

Well,Christine can steal them & she does.

I know Im pshyco about this stuff,but you'll live.

Now that that's taking care of, I'm working on the newspaper, and all my group has left is to send me there stuff so i can put it on there and print it out. It looks pretty cool.

I think the manager from taco bell is racist. He never wants to give me a application.

I'm not kidding.

Well,i love you!

:)

Jamie

"I could be getting drunk right now,but I'm with you!"

Hi,hi.

I'm in computer and people are trying to steal my work.

I hate the people in this class.

3rd period is my adventure in standyland.

Yesterday was amazing!

It snowed!

I made a snowman!!!!!!!!

It was fun,I took pictures.

Then I cleaned my room so I could go eat at Stix,& yum it was great.I talked to Christine for 2 hours on the phone.

Then my computer that wouldnt work(like I havent touched it since June) works now!I have no idea why I was going to try an dfix it,but it was already working.

& I found the Titanic! but it's on VHS.

Today,I'm going home and napping.

listen to this song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w-cFzCXAuhc

it's so pretty.

"its getting late,

soon I'll fall asleep and dream of her

doe she do the same?"

"Petal for Petal

everybody knows that your best bet is a rose to tell you

does she love me

does she love me not"

Chase Coy is so aweosme.

Know who else is aweosme?

Jesus!

and on that note,I'm out:)

love,

Jamie